Thoughts of my friend...

It has been 3 weeks since she passed away and now I find myself "feeling cheated". I see older women out to lunch together and I think, that was supposed to be us. We were friends til the end, I just notice that she is really gone and I miss her. Want to pick up the phone and then remember. These feelings come and go, and they hurt.

Time for Grieving

My friend died Sunday evening. I can't seem to speak about her in the past tense yet. I still can't really believe she is gone. I feel that the laughter is gone from my life.